when things getting suck.

well, just got home. hmm, about 2 hours ago actually. after a terrible school party. and all exhausting afternoon. and just remember all of the exams tomorrow, remember all things to do this week. it's a crap! i have to be smiley hattya this week ! smile for all sickness in this life. nice.
I just watch departures again . different episode, definitely. and it's an emotional episode. when their life and all of their friends back at Canada it's getting further and further, their relationship just fall apart (justin's) . and it's normal. that's the best part of this tv show, because it's normal. it's a common people stuff. even my mom watch it, instead of she don't really understand what they talking about, and she's half sleeping. whatever. she watch it with me, and sometimes she laugh.
the point is, you can enjoy this tv show, no matter how old are you, what do you do. just watch it.
about my high school. i'm trying to be a better student. a better daughter for my mom. a complete and better person. my score. haha :D there you go . sometimes good sometimes, SUCK.
let's change the subject.
about my fams. total crap. my dad, he just visited my sis at Bandung. well, he's from Jakarta and choosing Bandung and visited his daughter there, instead of his OTHER daughter at Jakarta.
frankly, I'm jealous. it was an awful thing! he visit her for almost 3 times or so. and me ? yeah. for this whole 3 years. we've never met.
and it just erode my love for him. it's step by step disappear. that's it.

I'm tired, and TRYING SO HARD to be cheerful.

au revoir.