I can't sleep, I missed my mom

Now I'm in Bandung. Spending time with my sis and doing some extra class let's just say it tutoring with my sis friend, named Adam. What the heck, I've learn at this wonderful holiday? it's how to draw better. Yeah, such a nice and fantastic student am I, right?? 

At the longest holiday, I AM STUDYING?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! f*ck.

The other reason I'm going here-Bandung, beside everything that I've told you. It's about to spend time outside that crap house and try to spend days without mom. HOw it feels, you know.??

I thought it'll be different than school days and it'll be fun, bla..bla..bla.. . In fact, it's not. Yeah, couple of days felt fine. But after that, just homesick. And I finally realize that home it's not really THAT HOUSE. But home, or what makes your heart, dying to go home it's someone there. Someone that makes you really felt like home and comfy. And for me it's my mom. I really missed her, On the first day, she cry-hardly crying. I'm just saying everything just fine, don't worry, and I'll be back soon mom. I don't really want to cry, or else. And now, I REALLY WANT TO BE IN MY HOME, WITH MY MOM, MY HOUSE KEEPER. I missed them. And I know what they've been trough without me. Actually what my mom has been trough. It must be hurt-a lot. You know, to know how pussy your husband is, how miserable he is, and what he has done to your life. It's not easy, extremely difficult. 

Mom, I missed you.

And about my old man. He absolutely a cowards. A little bit-extremely a bit nice. Because of the money he gave me to shopping in mango. What the hell $)(*&^%$.

He didn't gave me money for eating while in bandung, but he gave me money to shopping. 

I absolutely full filled by that, moron.

gosh, have no idea what should I do.???

I don't have a lot of time by now. Only a tiny two weeks, before my vacation ended. But it feels like I'm doing nothing for this whole two weeks back there.

Mom, helped me!!!

I missed you, see you on tuesday :)

I'l be back soon, I promise you that..